I can't make lemonades out of it,


he had a glimpse of reality
he thought
reality would save him to troubles
yes, he found truths behind lies

no, this is the place he died.

although there are questions like why, why not and what if. i couldn't bring myself to think of the answers even though they are already facing me. watching me as i ignore the reality of this situation.

i have this ridiculous belief that romance could possibly save me from this ocean of sorrow. well, let's see..

shutting down. . .